dudeimbatman: (Lemme think)
Dean Winchester ([personal profile] dudeimbatman) wrote in [community profile] thingsthatshine 2017-04-24 03:02 am (UTC)

No, and in all honesty, his work might not ever be kid friendly, but with the right motivation, he could definitely make sure he's around more. He tried quitting the whole hunting thing once and being there for Lisa and Ben. He knows now that won't ever work. This life doesn't let you go that easily, but he thinks he can make this life work with kids and some sort of family, if Kara is willing to let him try.

A frown, something not satisfied and not agreeable, sets on his face when she says no. He clears his throat, smirking but equally as embarrassed as Kara at such a frank discussion. "Pretty sure you're the only chick to ever tell me that," he jokes, trying to ease the tension between them. When she makes gestures to ask if she should leave, he shakes his head and takes a long swig of whiskey. "No. I mean...if this is something you really want to do, we've got a lot to talk about."

He takes a deep breath, holding it a moment before letting it out in a sigh. "My dad was gone a lot. Weeks at a time sometimes and I know the situation is way different. You'd be a real mom for one, but...I don't want my kid to grow up without a dad. I mean....maybe I won't be the greatest and I'll probably make a shit ton of mistakes, like saying shit in front of him or her--and I can't be there all the time. I tried that and I either fight the monsters that are out there, or they come looking for me. I'd like to be around a lot though. Have my own room, go to science fairs and shit.I'll give you as much money as I can to take care of the kid. I don't want to just get in on the fun shit and I actually know how to change diapers. Sammy wasn't always house broken. If I'm gonna do this, I wanna do it at least halfway right."

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